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| I can't believe it happened for so long.
It's Christmas time. "Perhaps Love" (如果-愛) is now showing on TV.
Last time when I watched it was the moment that I broke up with K.
The film made me cried like shit. I dunno if it was coz of the film or the things happened.
We sat together in the cinema, watching the whole film.
After that, we were officially over.
I'm glad that I can stand the atmosphere while watching it now. Though the heart is still aching, and tears in eyes.
作曲：金培達
填詞：姚謙
編曲：金培達
製作：金培達
每個人 都想明白
誰是自己生命 不該錯過的真愛
特別在午夜醒來 更是 會感慨
心動埋怨還有不能釋懷
都是因為你觸碰了愛
＊如果這就是愛
在轉身就該勇敢留下來
就算受傷 就算流淚
都是生命裡溫柔灌溉
愛 在回憶裡總是那麼明白
困惑的心 流過的淚
還有數不盡黑夜等待
如果這就是愛＊
如果你 當時明白
後來的生命裡 是快樂還是悲哀
特別在夜深人靜時 想起未來
是否能平靜不會像現在
只是因為你擁有了愛
如果這就是愛
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Merry Christmas.
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| The feeling of getting online at the new home is awesome.
Especially in midnight.
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Last night I had dinner with an old friend, J, a classmate studied CE music with me before. It was great to taste something new nearby. After the conversation I know how much I've changed.
From topic to topic, we still chat about dreams a year ago. Now? It becomes mortgage, funds, salary fluctuation and home stuff.
I dun get it. Why my scope becomes so limited when I'm growing up?
I dun get any wiser.
Only getting lost.
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I feel so blue.
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| I can't believe that it's 2009 already.
After leaving the xanga idle for several months, I've decided to let my "cyber representation" moves forward a bit.
Today is the 3rd day of Lunar New Year. I realize how much I've changed while I involved myself into the preparation with my family. I dun think my friends like you (who're reading this) would believe that I wrapped the dumplings (that's 100+ dumplings, crazy) and peeled the carrots for the carrot cakes. My family is a HUGE one and the catering really drives me headache. But I learn more about how, what and why we're doing this. Thinking in a chinese way somewhat inspiring. (for example, how fuzzy it is)
Me and my friends are transforming. Carrie gave birth to his son, Daven. I've bought an apartment.(a.k.a. studio/flat?!) Sounds like 2 wild gals settling down, but who knows? We can always let go of everything and give a "who fxxking cares" look.
David, no matter how, you know you're walking on the right track already. Face the future with confidence and go on.
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Suddenly I'm puzzling whether I should walk alone because now I really sort it out: family always comes first. Nobody can critize my family members, never.
I can stand criticism, but please dun say anything about them. I know you may consider me as a bitch, so?
Talk shxx to my face, dare you.
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| Tonight I've watched the recital of my piano teacher's friend, Dr. Corey Hamm, playing Rzewski's "The people United Will Never be Defeated!"
All I can say is, you would either love it crazily, or hate it right away. For me, I'll definitely start researching Rzewski's music. Despite the political elements behind, it'd be interesting to study the history and culture of Chile.
The piece is just as complex as Bach's Goldberg Variations in which making it so difficult to digest in the very first listening. 36 variations divided into 6 cycles, and united all the musical ideas in the last variation. I was so stunned by the piece and suddenly I dunno how to react, well, I'm speechless.
Anyway, what an enjoyable night. Cheering me up a bit, and gotta be prepared for tomorrow. It's another day.
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| There're so many things happened in these days. Time really flies, am I the only one who're not moving forward? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ It's so nice to pick up my own life again: watching concerts, catch up with friends in music department, practising the piano, spending times with David and Carrie......as well as taking day off for 2 WHOLE DAYS! I've been treating myself too good this week. But I know I need them all. I can't help thinking about what I'm going to do in the future. Perhaps I'm transforming, because I never think about 'what to do' in the past, and now I start considering. No, no, no, it's so not me. I never plan. | | |
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